I knew better...
Posted December 6th, 2010 at 11:28 AM by DavenIII
Updated December 6th, 2010 at 11:30 AM by DavenIII
Updated December 6th, 2010 at 11:30 AM by DavenIII
so I've been MIA around here mostly because I've been seeing a new girl for the last 2-3 months like 3-4 times a week.
I knew upon entering the "relationship" that it was just a friends with benefits type deal, I was fine with that, she carries a lot of baggage anyhow so I didn't want to get involved with her too seriously from the start, this went on for about 2 and a half 3 months, we'd meet up at one of the bars around me, drink a little, party a little, go back to my place do what we do (no one wants to hear the details) then most times she'd head home, she slept over a few times, that's all that it was supposed to be, we both knew that.
but now she's gone and found an actual boyfriend, and now I'm upset, I shouldn't be because I was never gonna be the boyfriend, but I fell into the trap.....sigh.
I never should have found out all the crap we had in common and I never should have got involved with her drama..
Blah I'm disappointed in myself.
I knew upon entering the "relationship" that it was just a friends with benefits type deal, I was fine with that, she carries a lot of baggage anyhow so I didn't want to get involved with her too seriously from the start, this went on for about 2 and a half 3 months, we'd meet up at one of the bars around me, drink a little, party a little, go back to my place do what we do (no one wants to hear the details) then most times she'd head home, she slept over a few times, that's all that it was supposed to be, we both knew that.
but now she's gone and found an actual boyfriend, and now I'm upset, I shouldn't be because I was never gonna be the boyfriend, but I fell into the trap.....sigh.
I never should have found out all the crap we had in common and I never should have got involved with her drama..
Blah I'm disappointed in myself.
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Happens to me all the time, I have to stop working in bars
. Understandable.Posted December 7th, 2010 at 02:40 PM by JoeStrummer 
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